Just Free
There's not just pain in my chest. My heart ... i think my heart is more scared than me, of the good life. The good life i've never been in. But how do i know there's a good life then? I know, cause i couldn't imagine it, if it wasn't real. I couldn't dream of it, if there's nothing to dream about.
I dream about it, in the sleep and when i'm awake. And yeh, i'm scared of the day when i can smile not knowing it. When i can laugh about how great my life went, and not laugh just because i have to hide something, or just laugh for a second. I wanna laugh all the time! I wonder, what the first thing i would do.. that day when i'm free. I mean, really free. You know, like a bird.
Free from the darkness. Free from them. Just.. free.
Ny header ! :)
/ Sophie*
