Someday
Someday all this pain will make sense. But i don't think pain happends for a reason. Not all of the shit i've been through is for a reason. But one day i will find my own home and the safe life i know i deserve. I don't deserve people who talk behind my back,let me down and hurt me. etc. I deserve real love, whatever that feels like. I deserve a whole family, and i can't get one before i start my own one. I deserve people i can trust and people that protect me as much as i protect them.
Someday. The devils can see me in my eyes, and feel the pain i felt. And that their own words, couldn't stop me from telling the truth. That i do deserve good things. and... i will show them. That i can be loved.
" You will never be loved "
" Nobody wants you "
" We are the best thing you can ever get"
You know what? I'm the best thing i can get. So, you all was wrong.
If nobody got me, i got me.
If nobody loves me, i love me.
If my life never gets any better. I know i have change many peoples life. And that's was all i ever wanted to do. When i was a little girl, i promised myself, to take care of my little brother, and before i die, i had to make at least one person happy. And.. i have.
So i'm not even near of being worhtless in this world. You had so fucking wrong.
They don't own me anymore, they can't hurt me.
I'm saying goodbye. But soon, we will seen again.
I won't do this? I won't tell everybody the truth about what happend? watch me.