Sophie

 

I couldn't barely breath, and it was so hard for me to "wake up" even if i was awake. It was like the other dimension tooked my breath away, and the brain collapsed. And i didn't knew who i was, or were i was at the time. But then i "wake up" and realize that : whoever tooked my breath away.. i will take it back. I had to, so i could go on, and do what i was supposed to do this day. I started to crying. I mean, for real this time. Not just tears, like the rain, falls down from my cheeks. It was a crying and a sound too. It was a truth crying, and it was a long time i cried like that. And then, i was there. Infront of the house i hade a meeting at. 

 

I can't tell the whole story, but it went very well. I thought i would feel like shit, more then i did. But the day after all this, i cind of.. had all the feelings coming back, that i had from the morning yesterday. The feelings i had at "the day". 

 

But i'm breathing, don't i ? And you know what? I'm never gonna stop breathing, not just because i think i have to. That's for sure! 

 

 

/ Sophie* 

 

 

- Sorry om det är evt. stavfel i texten. Det bryr jag mig inte så mycket om, antar att de som kan engelska förstår vad jag menar ändå. :)