Sophie -

They Leave, come back. Leave and come back again.

21 Juni 2014 | 19:26

I Wish...
I could feel something, i've never felt before. Or feelings i thought i couldn't feel again, because it's been too many years since. I wish hate, fear and regrets didn't exist. And i wish those cold painful nights could be more warm and filled with love.

But when the dark takes your hand, and you can't hide or let go, you can pray and wish for angels, to come and fight with you. Lights will guide you home. Away from the things that shouldn't be in this world.

I'm so tired of people. People who say they love me, say they care. Those who only want you for what you can give, but not for who you are. I'm a very special person, and there's only

-One-

of me. Like there's one of you.

So why do they still take me for granted ? Like i always would be here ?

I'm not tired, that i can trust - even if i trust in wrong people.
I'm not tired, that i can love - Even tho i love wrong people, and don't get the love i deserves.
I'm not tired, that i always believe - Because i believe there's always something good in everyone i meet along the road. Believe and trust, may cause me pain and fear. But if i didn't trust anyone, i would never had the chance to meet angels. And the good people wouldn't have the chance to meet me.

I'm tired of people, ones who says they care and don't know what they would do without me.
I'm tired of those, because they are always the ones who leave first. And the worst part is... they come back, leave again, come back and leave again. My door is open. But if i wanna close the door, i can. And i will.

No matter how much i love and care.

This is the real me - and i should be myself right now. And Always.