It's not going away


I feel that so much my heart Almost exploading. I Don't regret saying it, but before i even Said the truth to myself it was .. Not this hard to handle it. 

Is it like that, to be honest with yourself and the other. Is it really supposed to hurt and be more complicated after you've been honest to your own heart. 
 Or is it something wrong with me. 
Or .. Do my soul know before me, that maybe my heart doesnt really belong somewhere, is that the truth? 
The even bigger truth,, then i have something more i cant handle. 

I really wanna go away 
But i heard you cant run from your own thoughts. So maybe it doesnt matter where i am. It's not going away. 



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