I have to do it .. now!

ooooh, why can't i be the one i am? I mean.. i'm funny, why do i think we wouldn't have something to talk about when i talk all the time, when we talk about everything and nothing? 
I talk much, but i also think TO much. Afraid to lose, afraid of you seeing me with different eyes when we finally can see eachother between four eyes. 
I'm toooo afraid of something none can even tell, before it's happening. 
"omg". 
Why do i do this to myself? And for the record, to you? to us? 
I HAVE TO DO SOMETHING FOR REAL, and that's NOW. 
Are you in? Let's go. 
 
 
 
 
En låt som betyder mycket för mig..
 
 
 

Since the day I left you
I hear your voice in every sound
Since the day I left you
I see your face in every crowd
It won't go away!
But every time I feel you're near
I close my eyes and turn to stone
Cause now the only thing I fear
Is seeing you're better off alone

Cut out my eyes
And leave me blind
Cut out my eyes
And leave me blind

With the weight of the world upon me
I can't hold my head up high
So if you see me on the streets
Turn away and walk on by
Cause after the beauty we've destroyed
I'm cascading through the void
I know in time my heart will mend
I don't care if I never see you again

Cut out my eyes
And leave me blind
Cut out my eyes
And leave me blind

Girl (boy), I told you
After all we've been through
I don't wanna be by myself!
Girl, I told you
That it would tear me in two
If I see you with someone else

Cut out my eyes
And leave me blind
Cut out my eyes
And leave me blind

Cut out my eyes
And leave me blind

 

 

 

Man ska möta sina rädslor sägs det.. men att möta någon som betyder något? varför skulle det vara svårare. Mycket är komplicerat, men det blir ändå vad man gör det till. Så varför göra det komplicerare än vad det redan är. 

 

Det är dags nu. Att ta detta steget också 

 

 

/ Sophie*

 

 







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