i wonder everything

It's Always a different between -this- and -that-. But i don't think you know, and i don't think i... 
well, whatever. I'm trying so hard to understand who you are, but even if we matters to eachother, it doesn't feel like before between us. i don't know how to make it better, how to be. 
 
I'd just wanna be drunk, feel nothing.. so i can't come back to reality and know .. that i'm totally lost. 
I don't wanna feel lost. But i am. A lost soul. 
 
 
I wondering much, but i don't think that's matter, cause all this is a question without an answear. 
 
/ Sophie* 
 
 
 



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