And everything except free
Memories won't fade away and matter what it is, good or bad - it will always eat you up from inside.
A good memorie will make you feel a missing feeling, and the bad ones will make you feel lost and hindered to move on or feel happiness. So whatever it's a good or a bad one, it will cause you some pain. And what do the pain do to us human? Eating from our inside soul, and god i hate this memories. And no, it doesn't matter if i don't think about memories all day, or if it's been awhile since it happened the last time.... they will always be as strong as they was the day it happened for the first time. Theres no "fade away", and theres nothing you can do, except to just feel that crap. The pain. When the memories decides to knock on your mind-door. And today it's ... i feel lost. And sad. And unloved. And everything except.. free.
