Stories i never told

The biggest heart i ever had been given, is my own. And the first love wasn't love from two people who should've loved me from the beginning. No, they never wanted to be the most beautiful thing you can ever be. People say.. " they couldn't love, they couldn't do the things they should've done" But the truth is, they didn't even wanted to. You -can- if you -want-, that's the truth. And people say the truth hurt the most, but in this case is the biggest pain, all the lies. They hide behind "the truth", which is a big lie they come up to. They use the other peoples truth to a  shield  they could hide behind,  But they made the truth to their own lie, so it shouldn't seem as ugly as it was in real life.  
 
She told me to wake up to reality. Then i really wonder what reality she think she is in. She want me to wake up to a reality there it's ok to hurt your own child, and never take the blame for it.  But i will never be like her, i will never let them hurt me again. 
 
I will never get that time back, but now i won't let them take me down with them. 
 
 
 
 
 
 
Four years old with my back to the door

All I could hear was the family war
Your selfish hands always expecting more
Am I your child or just a charity ward

You have a hollowed out heart
But it's heavy in your chest
I try so hard to fight it
But it's hopeless
Hopeless
You're hopeless

Oh father,
Please father
I'd love to leave you alone
But I can't let you go
Oh father
Please father
Put the bottle down
For the love of a daughter

Oh
It's been five years
Since we've spoken last,
And you can't take back
What we never had
Oh, I can be manipulated
Only so many times
Before even I love you
Starts to sound like a lie

You have a hollowed out heart
But it's heavy in your chest
I try so hard to fight it
But it's hopeless,
Hopeless
You're hopeless

Oh father
Please father
I'd love to leave you alone
But I can't let you go
Oh father
Please father
Put the bottle down
For the love of a daughter

Don't you remember
I'm your baby girl
How could you push me out of your world
Lie to your flesh and your blood
Put your hands on the ones that you swore you loved
Don't you remember
I'm your baby girl
How could you throw me right out of your world
So young when the pain had begun

Now forever afraid of being loved

Oh father
Please father
I'd love to leave you alone
But I can't let you go
Oh father
Please father
Put the bottle down
For the love of a daughter
For the love of a daughter 

 
 
 
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sv: tack, visst är den :)




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